It doesn't matter!
Life is a really complicated process, U go thru soo much of feelings, hapiness depression fear love and much more, the funny thing is u r never satisfied!!
Ive always lived in canada, around my family and friends and i never felt how precious they are to me, and today when im far away a thousand miles i feel it. Ive always wished to leave and live somewhere peaceful and when i got this place, i regret, regret the fact that i left my beloved ones just to isolate myself. It just comes to me when i feel lonely, which is all the time lol
I do have alot of people who make my life happy and enjoyable with out them, i think i wouldn't survive.
I just wrote this, to thank god for giving me my dad and mom and sisters..Without them i wouldn't be who i am today. And My Close friends who were there for me all the time i needed them =) Love U all
"Because you live and breathe Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help"
XD Getting freaky..
Ok yes,i am getting very freaky XD ive adapted the way of life of ksa(I lived in canada b4 this yr) and its freaky. U might wonder whats wrong with that,ok ill tell u,Im becoming LAZYYYY not jst lazy. I go to skool dragging myself and all,ok that isnt really freaky since we are usually like that but im soo unhealthy too!! lol ( im seriously blonde) no offence to anyy =D Ok here's my life's story.....
Im a 17 yr old girl living in ksa,in a haunted place,with no entertainment,and a WEIRD skool yup it sure is.Andddd I go to the mall with my dad LOOL how sad, well not if u take his credit card tho:P I go to skool with flip flops haha ok thats a big part of my laziness and i get punished for it,and the SO called islamic skool makes me cut my fingers!!! not nails fingers!! arghhh pathetic,andd i hate the teaaacherss especially My chem teacher no names but she is sooo mooddy! evry sec with a new mood : . Yesterday we were doing this lesson and she turns to us and says:"do u have questions?" and we are like no then she Said: " WHYY?? HOW COME?" and we answer coldly cz we knw evrything and then she starts all over again with the lesson and we are pratically looking at her with cold eyes and she notices then she says:" Im a 100% sure that ur gna turn into bad mother" ok i asked her why and her answer was:"ur kids will ask u questions and u wont knw answers" ok can anyyy one tell me wht exothermic reactions have to do with us being moms? ok thats one part of our freaky skool and the come the islamic teacher oh lord she freaked the hell oout of us yesterdaY! she said that jinns can talk to us alone : i cudnt sleep last night ITS HORRIBLE LOL and the chairs they throw and all,ok im getting lame again,and ppl who read my blog will for sure loool
anyways,Ill get u ppl more stories about the creepy skool i go to :D u hav fun reading my madness lol
Updated atlast!!
Atlast I'm back home!! just for 2 weeks tho,I'm already dying to go back with a sister like mine who keeps on bugging me till it makes me go nuts.*To all ppl with problems with ur younger siblings,just pound them and they'll shush*Lately i've been really interested in alot of new stuff,well i'm not the type of person who goes and the net and searchs and reads stuff but since i was locked up in a house in ksa,i used to explore the new stuff from the net. Apart from celeb news and bla bla,Egyptian history really caught my attention*dont laugh lol* I read like all the stories of the pharoah's *i'm soo in love with the title pharoah lol* it sounds like i need to get a life but honestly i found it really interesting their life were interesting and the way they dressed up and the Eyeliner lol My new interest is baking,boredom does wonders. I learnt how to make really cool cakes and sweets even tho they arent really good lol but i'm trying my besttt.yes finally,Since i know nothing about blogging and all what the hell do u do when ur tagged lool XD?
First Day at School
School finally started last saturday,it was ok,lol not bad and not good. the only exciting part was me going to grade 12. Unusually i woke up earrrrly in the morning excited to go and see my new school,or maybe i wasnt cz i already knew how it looked like lol
My new school is honestly ugly,it looks like a parking lot,my old school *which is like 20 yrs old* is even better lol other than the school building i guess everything else is ok. The students are quite friendly lol i made friends in my class and even in grade 11. the teacher are all friendly too,no mean teacher so far lol but you can find quite weird ppl lol.
ahhh finaaallly i'm graduating!!!! I feel like crying lol this year will be non-stop studying!! i wish XD
Alone In The Dark
I sat Alone in a dark corner, the whole room was pin-drop silence, and there was no one to talk to and no one to listen to. I tried forgetting that moment, but it kept on flashing back again and again. I couldn’t take it anymore! I couldn’t hang on, I just couldn’t. I broke in to tears Unable to hold myself. Suddenly everything went Black, I couldn’t see. I thought that the end has come, at that instance I heard footsteps coming towards me, I could feel but I couldn’t see. The footsteps were closer now, and I started to see a dim light coming towards me. The light got brighter as the footsteps came closer, till the footsteps came to an end. No one was there, no one, but I could see the light in front of me. That light surprisingly gave me hope, it gave me strength to stand up and take down my fear. It made me believe in myself. That light lightened up my whole life and changed me into a stronger person. It was Hope.I wrote this months ago, I was in a depressed mood lol it really made me feel better! I’m not good at writing, even tho I love it, but this was just a try I liked to share with you guys, hope you like it =)
Poetry Writing Tips
Write poetry about people that have touched you, objects you love, memories and places. Use your five senses and even your sixth sense. ------------------------------------------------------------------------Be yourself when you are writing poetry, explore your different sides through poetry, the facets of your personality. ------------------------------------------------------------------------Be like a diamond, having many facets making up a whole full of sparkling endeavors. ------------------------------------------------------------------------Get silent and breathe before you begin, being tranquil will make it easier to write. ------------------------------------------------------------------------Enlarge your vocabulary, look through dictionaries and books to increase your vocabulary and use those words in a poem. ------------------------------------------------------------------------
Think about what you are trying to express but don't do it with literal intentions, use symbols, metaphors and descriptions.------------------------------------------------------------------------Most of all have fun, strong feelings of any kind will enhance your true nature and you will find it easier to express it through your poetry. ------------------------------------------------------------------------Be happy writing poetry, this is your time to expand and write whatever comes into your mind. ------------------------------------------------------------------------Write to the world or write poetry to someone special. I was Looking for some tips in writing poems,Since I Love writing Poems. I already Tried Writing some which i'll share with ya'll after i finish editing them.Hope you Guys Benefit from these Tips..
Zzzzzz...
Ok,i guess i have a sleeping problem lol and it unique lol i sleep about more than 12 hours a DAY!!! imagine! this is since i moved lol and yes i'm gaining weeightt.I know its weird but nothing else to do =P lol instead i sleeeeeep and time flies by soo fast! and then another part of my day is eating *angel* lol No wonder people here are fat and all XD and last but not leaaast the net,,i'm getting to be a net addict here,,ok in other words i really got to find a life lool..
My chemistry teacher
I was just searching thru my old files in my pc,and i found a drawing i drew in paint of my chemistry teacher XD lol i cant believe i still have it, we used to call him mr.red pokadots lol damn we were soo mean to the poor old man!! I remember we used to throw papers at him and all,and he was so nice,altho he had really corny jokes lol actually we were mean to alll teachers xcept our math teacher XD we couldnt dare to. Here's the pic..I dont do this anymore *angel*
plus i suck at drawing looool!! but it surely looks like him XD
i hope he doesnt see it lol
Celebs!
Yes those weird people who come on Tv who are so called "famous", *and yeah i'm one of those people who get stuck to the tv watching the insider and all those type of programs which talk about celebrities and all* I wonder why enjoy reading or watching about their lifes lol,just like we dont have one on our own,actually i dont since i have nothing to do till now only =P
i feel sorry for them people stalk them and take pictures of them even when they're shopping and you know like every single detail of their lifes from the day they were born till the minute they die lol. Imagine you were in their place *ahh yes a celeb,i would get to meet johnny depp then=P* That would seriously be freaky!!!! People taking a gazillion pics of you,and rumours being spread about you and if you're a guy they'd probably call you gay..
There's Nothing good about being a celebrity!,and the money you can get money while doing useful stuff instead of entertaining people.
i have nothing to do thats why i write these lame posts....
